Life knows two miseries,getting what you don't want and not getting what you want.Your whole life circles around it chasing its own tail.Sometimes you feel too close to the thing you have ever wanted but just can't reach it no matter however you spread your hands.Every time you get closer to the edge your fear of falling over pulls you back again.The ghost of your past haunts you to its best which forbids you to move on.Every time you try to convince yourself that this time you're gonna reach it a bomb goes off in your head and the bullet that your life has put in your brain moves a deadly,microscopic distance.And all your thoughts and hope goes blurry again.The colors that you could have had in your life start to run and get smudged and gray again.
When you see the chance to start your life all over again the past evils always come along for a ride.You will find yourself standing on the crossroads and there is no going back.And the odds are you will surely choose the path which drives you away from the wreckage where you've given in.But sadly,the past will always have a way of sneaking up.You'll hear its echo, like a bad replay.You'll misunderstand, get mad at every one who remind you of it,even if its all in your head.You start to get delusional that there is a blind spot in your head which has all the answers.
This is the moment when you get a binary choice.You can keep yourself burning in the fire of all the heartbreaks and scars of your past, with eyes shut, too scared too move, waiting for your present to bleed to death.Or..you can crawl out of it, help your loved ones, make sure the fire doesn't spread and try to fix it.And the only way to do this is to forgive yourself!! Its was not your fault that this happened.Let them think whatever they want to.Its your life and you've gotta live it the way you choose, with the people you choose.Stop looking for your shortcomings.You didn't have any.There is always someone out there who thinks you are perfect.Believe that.Dreams do come true.There are happy endings.You don't get to decide what you deserve.The people who love you will do that for you.Just speak, admit, confess, 'cause words always retain their power.Talking helps.It can set everything straight.By forgiveness you set free the only enslaved soul that you have...yours!! Believe in yourself, the choices that you make.Its time to let go of the bullet that has been lodged in your brain for so long.No amount of pain-killers are gonna alleviate the pain.All it needs is your free will.Choose your happiness.And complete exultation will require the cleansing fire of your confession and trust.Through this cleansing fire, we will spark a new spring of life!!
When you see the chance to start your life all over again the past evils always come along for a ride.You will find yourself standing on the crossroads and there is no going back.And the odds are you will surely choose the path which drives you away from the wreckage where you've given in.But sadly,the past will always have a way of sneaking up.You'll hear its echo, like a bad replay.You'll misunderstand, get mad at every one who remind you of it,even if its all in your head.You start to get delusional that there is a blind spot in your head which has all the answers.
This is the moment when you get a binary choice.You can keep yourself burning in the fire of all the heartbreaks and scars of your past, with eyes shut, too scared too move, waiting for your present to bleed to death.Or..you can crawl out of it, help your loved ones, make sure the fire doesn't spread and try to fix it.And the only way to do this is to forgive yourself!! Its was not your fault that this happened.Let them think whatever they want to.Its your life and you've gotta live it the way you choose, with the people you choose.Stop looking for your shortcomings.You didn't have any.There is always someone out there who thinks you are perfect.Believe that.Dreams do come true.There are happy endings.You don't get to decide what you deserve.The people who love you will do that for you.Just speak, admit, confess, 'cause words always retain their power.Talking helps.It can set everything straight.By forgiveness you set free the only enslaved soul that you have...yours!! Believe in yourself, the choices that you make.Its time to let go of the bullet that has been lodged in your brain for so long.No amount of pain-killers are gonna alleviate the pain.All it needs is your free will.Choose your happiness.And complete exultation will require the cleansing fire of your confession and trust.Through this cleansing fire, we will spark a new spring of life!!
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