Walking into Obscurity

I thought it would be adventurous to just stroll my way through the foggy path.I never realized that its fuzziness will increase exceptionally..I try to look back but all i could see is blind haze..Suddenly, I am blank..I can't think of what i was expecting..what did i really want...I am supposed to walk this boulevard alone.I can't give up..I can't loose my mind..i can't fall behind in this "human race"..I don't know whats waiting for me at the end..i don't know if there is an end..but the worst thing is i don't even know if it is the path i was supposed to walk? Is this what i really wanted? Is this what i always wished for? and then again is it too late for a self-realization? Do i not deserve to walk away? Are there no happy endings?
Clueless i call for help..I hope that someone might call my name..maybe wave..a face i know..anyone..  But i guess it is too much to expect. Maybe my voice is too faint to be heard.. maybe this obscurity is so dense that my call could not penetrate through...or maybe there is no one at the end who is gonna listen to me..
There is a stillness in the air..as if the world is urging me to make a choice.I can head back hoping to start it all over again..or i can cling on faith and just finish what i started...

Its a strange feeling when we realize we were always supposed to walk this path alone..We sure meet people, be with them, laugh with them, love them and but eventually we let them go..There comes a point in life when we just call all our shots but somehow we can't find our self in the right place.



I don't believe that any angels are watching over us, guiding us on our righteous path. I know
that my feelings are insignificant and vague in this big world .It doesn't matter if anyone understands me or the endless screams and untold wishes remain hidden under this numbness. I am not looking for some divine miracle to set things right for me.I don't need a hero i just want someone..anyone..who , for once,will come to me and assure me that it is gonna be alright.

The last goodbye..

Stay and wait..or pack and leave..Its time now.Time for the last hugs, time for our eyes to witness the last fading sun in this place..I know its nothing new.Happens all the time..but its like leaving home all over again.
Its a strange feeling when you see a face..and you are almost sure that you are not gonna see that face ever again. We sure did have our time..but its never enough..it never will be.The echoes of our laughter, maddening screams will always be buried in this walls. Learnt a million things in this term..some things worth remembering and others worth dying for.

Things are surely never gonna be same again..You are going to step outside a world to walk into another.While returning home you will realize that there is nothing different  about it..the only thing changed is you..You realize that there is something more than just me and you.This is the time when most of us take refuge under hope. I too hope to see their faces again. I hope someday somewhere we will meet again, plan again, laugh again, fight again. I hope that goodbyes are not forever.This hope goes to live on forever with the memories.

Although we loose a lot leaving this place but there a last moment...one little moment.. we say our last goodbye to friends..remembering their faces as they are..as we drive on into the night. Many things are gonna cease from now on, but no one can take away that moment from us..and in this moment we can hope maybe there's never gonna be a last one after all !..