Friday, 2 March 2012

A little too much

An overnight transition from nothingness to everything has become quite normal these days.For one moment you are crawling through the day waiting for it to end somehow. And in the next, you live a lifetime!..Its funny how you see yourself change with the wind and just do nothing about it.
Sometimes we cover our faces with this thick mask of insensitivity for so long, that we forget the presence of any emotions behind it. Its heartbreaking when you find that the thing you believed in for so long was not really worth it.Our faith gets such a big blow from time to time.The real problem is we just cant stop seeking some  vindication, some supernatural explanation to the happenings we encounter.From here our journey can be bifurcated in two possibilities.Either we linger with our minor hope and wait for it to diminish into nothing.Or we can get lucky and experience something so powerful, so remarkably ecstatic that will fuel back our faith to its peak and ,though only for the briefest of moments, we are not confused!
After all these years i have learnt one thing.. whatever happens to us, wherever we go, whatever we do..at most points of our life, we will be alone..Sure looks like a depressing lesson but on the contrary these are the most important times of our life.They define us, change us, make us choose.These are the times when we give up seeking companionship.These are the times we seek redemption. Solitude is the worst 'gift' given to us.It is definitely not a  hiding place for introverts.Its a place where we can think, cry, scream, sing, dance or do whatever we wanna do.When its just a little too much out there, we can remove our worldly mask..and in that moment of our life..we can be free.

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