I thought it would be adventurous to just stroll my way through the foggy path.I never realized that its fuzziness will increase exceptionally..I try to look back but all i could see is blind haze..Suddenly, I am blank..I can't think of what i was expecting..what did i really want...I am supposed to walk this boulevard alone.I can't give up..I can't loose my mind..i can't fall behind in this "human race"..I don't know whats waiting for me at the end..i don't know if there is an end..but the worst thing is i don't even know if it is the path i was supposed to walk? Is this what i really wanted? Is this what i always wished for? and then again is it too late for a self-realization? Do i not deserve to walk away? Are there no happy endings?
Clueless i call for help..I hope that someone might call my name..maybe wave..a face i know..anyone.. But i guess it is too much to expect. Maybe my voice is too faint to be heard.. maybe this obscurity is so dense that my call could not penetrate through...or maybe there is no one at the end who is gonna listen to me..
There is a stillness in the air..as if the world is urging me to make a choice.I can head back hoping to start it all over again..or i can cling on faith and just finish what i started...
Its a strange feeling when we realize we were always supposed to walk this path alone..We sure meet people, be with them, laugh with them, love them and but eventually we let them go..There comes a point in life when we just call all our shots but somehow we can't find our self in the right place.
I don't believe that any angels are watching over us, guiding us on our righteous path. I know
that my feelings are insignificant and vague in this big world .It doesn't matter if anyone understands me or the endless screams and untold wishes remain hidden under this numbness. I am not looking for some divine miracle to set things right for me.I don't need a hero i just want someone..anyone..who , for once,will come to me and assure me that it is gonna be alright.
it is ol gonna b alright!!!!!...its obvious u cnt turn ur bak on thngs...or go bk n hv a new begining...u wr destined to b on dis path..n u knw evn if dr wnt b any1...dr z gonna b 1 prsn dr for u..who z dr to b wid u wid ur evry fall..u cn olwaz count on her...tok to her..bt mayb u need to initiate nw..well wateva...juz hv faith atleast in urslf..n evrythn wl b fine!!!!!
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